Darkness is as Darkness does and I know this only because, all my life I've danced in dark shoes, done dark deeds and paid dark dues and now it's far, far too freakin' late, to change my ways and avoid my fate...
Everyone has a dark past somewhere in their lifetime! The crazy thing is you're still here and we learn from our mistakes or adventures!!!! I know that paying the price for living hard and crazy is usually bad health..but remember the fun you had? Those can't be taken away and make you who you are today.....Love you!!!!
Now that is sarcastic. And you will have your good sense of humor too, to make the devil laugh.
Blah, who ever invented the notion of heaven and hell was a big sized opressor (not using any f... word except fudge!!) we are going to the same place and if by any chance we ever come back, no one proved it for real... just hopeful thoughts and ghostly stories, which for now we enjoy. Have fun until then.